I lost my nerve after feeling that after working like a Dervish for 4 months all I have done is kept us financially in the same place. Without it we would have lost everything, but after it we are still only a couple of months from the wolf knocking on the door.
This has led to panic attacks and an inability to focus and concentrate.
Meanwhile the bills are appearing at horrible frequency -the breadcrumbs birthday party, breadcrumbs sports camps, the Purple People Carrier having one of those months all cars have.
So far it is a new tyre, 2 new windscreen wipers, 2 windscreen washer nozzles (thanks to the baboons at Knowsley), petrol and coming up soon a big service with a change of timing belt. Ouch.
But the long term worrying thing is that the littlest breadcrumb may be suffering from glaucoma. Which means that she will be in treatment for the rest of her life, and has risk of damaged or lost sight.
The treak is to keep breathing, is a great novel by Janice Galloway. And the only advice possible.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
This week's hotel room - Radisson Edwardian Bloomsbury
Monday, July 04, 2011
Crash of the Elysium
The next day's room
The Wednesday night brought a rather different room - effectively a student room. In fact I thought it was as student campus, but it turned out to be a NUS training camp.
This was Yarnfield Training and Conference Centre, which is the former GPO and BT training centre. A Massive complex - very much like a student hall of residence. It seems so large that bits of it are now getting run down through disuse.
A little bit of a blast from the past.
Last week' hotel room Tuesday 27th
Internet was not free which is an irritation - do hotels not realise that this just causes aggrovation with guests?
Food and drink good and not especially expensive for a hotel